Thursday, November 13, 2008

Gesundheit: Theme and Variations

"Bless You."

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(sneeze)

"Bless you."

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(sneeze) ... "Auntie Anne, I got 'bless you' on my finger."

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Andrew, peeing on the potty...

 (sneeze) ... "Whoah!!! When I 'bless you'd' when I was peeing, it made the pee go 'whoosh!'"

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I can 'bless you,' then get 'bless you' on my finger, and someone will state the obvious: Bless you.

Wow, that 'bless you' is powerful stuff.

Opposition in Semantics... an ongoing investigation

happy: sad

angry: happy (?) (relieved?)

helpful: harmful

good: bad

good: evil

good: ...not good.

The opposite of helpful--harmful? or "not helpful?"  The opposite of happy--sad? or "unhappy." or "not happy?"
What is the opposite of "indifferent?" If I am not happy, I'm not necessarily sad. Nor am I decidedly "angry." Perhaps I am "undecided" or "indifferent."

If something is "not good" for me, does that mean it is "bad" for me? Could it be neither good nor bad for me? Is its "lack of goodness" for me the very quality of being "bad" for me, because while it may not be directly harmful, it is taking the place of something that could have been beneficial? (e.g. Coffee isn't 'bad' for you so much as it is replacing something like water, which would be 'good' for you. Thus, in the very act of replacing what your body needs, is it by this fact alone 'bad' for you?)

"What doesn't kill you makes you stronger."
"If you don't stand for something you'll fall for anything."
"You're either for us or against us."
"It's all or nothing."

I'm suspecting that this is some sort of 'western' mindset, perhaps rooted in Christianity? You know, light vs dark, good vs. evil, heaven vs. hell... Why are we so stuck on this in our language?
I'm wondering if, the farther from western influence and language you go, these holes are patched--or not even seen as holes at all?

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More opposition 12/2008

opposite = difference

on /= off        on drugs/off drugs
on /= not-on on drugs/not on drugs

I am the opposite of 'on drugs.' Does this mean I am 'off' drugs or does it mean that I'm 'not on' drugs? Think about the tremendous difference in implication here. One could omit certain information by stating "I am not on drugs," while knowing that the truth is he is "off drugs." But why advertise?
Likewise, a once-dear friend of mine with certain linguistic troubles would easily have said "I am not on drugs--I am OFF drugs," meaning that he had never done drugs. But what was implied in the way he worded it?

The word 'difference' also occurs in math. But are there mathematical 'opposites'?

What would the opposite of 6-3 be?

the difference is 6-3=3 

but the opposite?

6-3  6+3?  3-6? 

I would love to ask 100 people this question, just to see what their gut instinct is.

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

for the dictionary... Epidermogram


When you don't have paper handy, and your mind is exploding with ideas, you write on what's available--your skin.  (Talk about recyclable...)

Voila! The epidermogram is born.



Friday, October 31, 2008

evolutionary defect?

Myspace blog: Thursday, September 18, 2008

So this particular word-whore must have evolved in a fashion atypical to most humans... I know, I know: who would be surprised by such an admission from moi? In all my language questioning, in all my searching, there is apparently an entire facet to language development that I've never even considered--that of gesture. I've played the whole 'word'/'speech' game (chicken vs. egg) without giving due attention to a third, highly plausible option: that of physical communication. There seems to be an entire school of thought that language originated neither in verbal NOR written forms; rather, it began as hand signals, arm sweeps, and other physical expressions etc.In written research, the explanation arises that "gesturing" was seen by some scientists as too lowly a predecessor to spoken language; accepting signing as a valid means of expression leaves a less clearly-defined boundary between "us" (the intelligent, powerful humans) and "them" (the 'lesser' animals). In short, linguists find it more convenient to say that the gifts of advanced communication and abstract expression are what make us superior to and distinct from all other living beings.But the book I'm reading for my Anthropology class has led me to consider this third idea. Its arguments and examples are impressive, but I can't help but feel completely blindsided by this one. How did I miss this all-important component?All I can say in my defense is that, due to my romantic (dare I say 'illicit'?) involvement with words, I rarely rely on gesturing to the extent that some people do. My mom, for example, is nearly incapable of communicating WITHOUT using her hands. It's really kind of funny to watch. We've experimented with trying to get her to sit on her hands while she talks, and she's never made it further than 1 1/2 sentences before the hands pop back up and in motion.But I write. I write a LOT. and I speak. OFTEN. And all the research that says that humans revert to signalling/signing when words fail them (when they're too excited, when speaking another language where translation proves difficult, when exasperated with trying to get a point across...), but such is not my personal experience. I mean, I do think that I am an 'animated' person, but if I can't say it in words, I grunt or scream or moan or breathe audibly in some way. Gesturing is NOT my default mechanism.Add it to the list of my oddities.How do you say what you want to say? How 'evolved' are you?! :)
Currently reading : Next of Kin: My Conversations with Chimpanzees By Roger Fouts Release date: 1998-09-01

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

As 'we' say in NOLA, this is fixin' to...

Yep. This is fixin' to get a bit messy. I've officially decided to stop really organising these little blobs of spontaneous brain combustion.  I know, I know--they weren't really organised to begin with.
It's just about to get less organised, if that's even a possibility. 

I am consoled by the fact that absolutely no one reads this, so the damage should be minimal...

... Incidentally, how does one say "fixin' to" in another region of the country? I guess it's the equivalent of "gettin' ready to," or perhaps "about to."  

But it's so much more charming in the South, especially paired with equally charming colloquialisms, e.g. "I'm fixin' to go make groceries."

For more Southern fun, 'ax' us why we go 'by' places instead of 'to' them.  (I'm thinking it has something to do with the old adage "the point of the journey is not to arrive.")  And so... we go 'by' your mama's house, 'by' McKenzie's Bakery, 'by' K&B drugstore.  You'd think we never make it inside.  :P

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

"listen to what the drum said"

In Kenya, certain mountain dwelling tribes use drums to communicate messages from one area to another. There are metric and tonal patterns used to send warnings about danger (say, the imminent presence of a pride of lions headed in a certain direction), played on a pair of what we would term in Western music 'kettle' drums.
This goes even further into my argument, as I originally only considered the realistic possibility of music communicating less 'literal' or 'specific' ideas (eg feelings of love, melancholy, enthusiasm, etc).
Through drumming, these tribes also interpret their own spoken language on a more humanistic, 'expressive' level. The example I witnessed was the recitation of a native poem, first spoken, then 'repeated' on the drums. But the drumming was not merely 'imitating' the rhythm or pitch; it was, to the native speakers, literally 'saying' the line, simply without the use of a mouth or vocal chords. In short, the drum was 'speaking' the lines. This was an idea I had not previously considered.

I was also struck, more generally, on the concept of a certain phoneme borrowed in Western music from an older, African 'language' tradition--the polyrhythm. While teaching the class the concept of the polyrhythm 2 against 3 (two in the time of three, or vice-versa), both I and the teacher simultaneously explained "once you know how it sounds and feels, you just HAVE it" and it sticks forever. This is not unlike the process in learning a language where one must recognise the phonemes of his/her own language as a child (which we do instinctively, just as we instinctively 'exclude' other sounds even though our bodies are capable of producing them--sometimes even more easily than we produce those of our own language). During second-language acquisition, the biggest boundary for most people is the conquering of the phonemic boundary--to make the native sounds naturally, intuitively, as a native speaker does. Grammar can be learned, rules and exceptions can be memorised, vocabulary can be studied, but phonemic understanding is the key to fluency and ease of communication.
The example of the 2:3 fits into the same category as learning the sounds of, say, aspirated and unaspirated /b/ or /p/ for English speakers. Instinctively, we actually produce both variations of each of these letters, depending upon their placement in a word. But screw with the placement (putting an unaspirated b or p as an initial, for example) and many, likely most, native English speakers would have an extremely difficult time reproducing the sound spontaneously. It would take concentration and effort, not because we are not capable of doing it, but because it seems unnatural to us in that usage. If you want to learn certain dialects of Indian languages, though, you'd need to be able to both hear and speak those differentiations instantaneously and fluidly.

Our 'Western' minds are perfectly capable of playing a 2:3 pattern, but the effort required for most of us to 'know' the sound and feeling of it is fairly formidable for some. African musicians must think we look like idiots for struggling with it--it seems to come 'naturally' to them. Why? Because it is a part of their language, both musically AND, as it turns out, literally.

Monday, October 6, 2008

sound, sound, sound

Okay. I admit it. What I'm really trying to do is discover a more efficient, accurate means of communication. I believe that the most effective mode of expression, aurally speaking (no pun intended), is a blend of what we term 'language' and what we consider 'music.' I can't figure out how to express it accurately yet, but I've been working on this, subconsciously, for years I think.
It has something to do with the way that music can tap into emotions that words completely miss. (e.g. I can tell you about love, I can describe to you the feelings of love, I can relate stories of when I experienced or showed love, but this doesn't bring you closer to feeling/experiencing love yourself. However, I can play you a piece of music, genre undecided, that taps into some emotional realm within you and you begin to cry and say, "Aha! That's what love feels like.")
In short, music IS a language that communicates on a more primary level things that we cannot efficiently express in words. This is not a new concept.
What interests me is the fusion of 'music' and 'language;' the perfection of a communication that would comprise more directly the elements of both. The causes of misunderstanding are communication problems--misused words, misunderstood phrases, outright lies even, a lack of ability to wield the weapon we lovingly refer to as spoken language.
What would the elements of this language be? What does human language need to bring it to this next level of usage?
More on this later...

the Sound is Music?

At what point does speech cease to be 'speech' and become 'music' instead? At what point does any sound cease to be 'sound' (generically) and come to be considered 'music?' This is a 'word' problem, a 'labelling' problem for me. (Could it be considered in some odd way a sort of 'category' mistake? I have trouble understanding that concept, though I feel it fundamentally... I just can't seem to apply it appropriately.)
A dripping faucet in the kitchen sink--'music?' If it is maintaining a constant, metric sort of repetition and accompanied by the drone of a refrigerator humming, is that music? And what if there's a woman or a cook, singing/humming to herself absent-mindedly, in that kitchen? Surely I could notate that, and it becomes a cohesive 'piece,' a reflection of the music of life of the domesticated American woman--her 'anthem' of a sort. Where do you hear that line drawn? (Not that I'm presuming that one can 'hear' a line being drawn, per se) :P
Just curious.

Thursday, October 2, 2008

Language AND Culture

Tonight in class, my Language & Culture professor was discussing the various idiosyncrasies of English grammar. She got on a roll about irregular plural forms (mouse/mice) (goose/geese) etc. and I found myself thinking that, for so many reasons, the plural form of spouse really ought to be 'spice.'

Thursday, August 21, 2008

new word for the day: equi-mal

I've invented a word (again), but this time it makes complete sense aside from my own personal preference.

Equimal. It means to consider two or more options to be undesirable; they are 'equally bad,' hence: equimal. Kind of like the upcoming presidential election. I consider both candidates to be equally undesirable--equimal, yes?

Don't bother looking for it in a dictionary anytime soon...

Thursday, August 14, 2008

Value versus Worth

Posting a note to a friend on myspace got me semantic again... (I feel so dirty)

Thoughts on the differentiation between 'value' and 'worth.' I know that most people go to dictionaries at times like these, but I prefer to make up my own meanings and propagate those, based on my understanding and experience. Translation: This may not mean anything to anyone but me, but at the very least, we can call it a minor experiment of the 'private language' argument.
(Or not.)
My argument was framed something like this:

'Value' is a term that assigns a sort of commercial or measurable 'currency' to an object, an idea, etc. (Think: tv announcer, "This set, valued at over $100, can be YOURS for only $19.95... plus s&h, of course). Who 'valued' it at over $100? The creator, the distributor? But what are we willing to pay for it? That flipside, the 'value' from the consumer's perspective, is 'worth.'

There is of course wiggle room on these. In fact, I think 'worth' can also be somewhat assigned by the creator, but not in a hard estimation of dollar amount cost, etc. 'Worth' = what you are willing to give for the item. And that definition includes the work of the creator; he was willing to give X passage of time, energy, concentration, emotion, into the work that resulted. That is his 'assignment' of worth. The consumer then comes along and assigns his/her own subjective 'worth' to the item, what he/she is willing to give for the item. This obviously implies that worth cannot be absolute. I was willing to give my life to save that photo album from burning up in a house fire; it got tossed in a goodwill bin and put on the shelf for 25 cents... and when no one bought it, it ended up in a landfill. Thus my assignment of 'worth' does not equal yours.

Value is a denomination; it is a lower state of 'worth,' turned into abstract strokes called numbers, whether as cost in dollars or hours of labor exchanged for the item. Value is entirely abstract; those Dept 56 knicknacks that sell for hundreds of dollars thru Christmas eve, then get stuck on the 50%off rack the day after Christmas. Did their 'worth' suddenly change, or were they just 'devalued' due to circumstance? (Okay, okay... I know. They don't get discounted that much. But the same rule is applicable to Christmas trees, Easter Candy, and Halloween Costumes.)

Thoughts, anyone?

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

random brain-spew

How did the question mark become the symbol for question? How did "s" become the symbol for the sound it represents? (Perhaps as a logogram evolved from a pictogram for a snake, then abstracted to represent the sound a snake makes?) This is what I get for reading a book on Sumerian Cuneiform.
Transliteration into English introduces myriad problems in pronunciation... X as Z (xenophobe, xerxes), X as the Chinese sound "sh" (xia, xiu), X as "ks"--ox, box. Can a symbol be a pure representation of either (a) meaning or (b) sound? Must it all be purely arbitrary and abstract?

Monday, June 16, 2008

An alternative resource (should you choose to accept it)

During my travels along my path on my quest for the perfect language...
...I ran across some notes I'd jotted down in my Mormon scriptures--specifically The Pearl of Great Price. This book, should you choose to believe it, is a set of two small books of scripture: the book of Abraham and the book of Moses. I cannot recall the exact nature of its acquisition into the Mormon canon, but i'm sure there are plenty of online sites that give you more than you'd ever need to know about it. I'm gonna say that the books are sort of similar to the concept of the Dead Sea scrolls or something. I'll have to look it up later.
Anyways, I figure "If i've got the extra info, why not use it?"

So here it is, for you, my fellow perfect-language seekers...the Mormon insight into the original language on Earth, spoken between God and Adam.

Idumea-the world (D&C 1:36)

Zion-the name of the Lord's people, who are of one heart and one mind; they dwelt in righteousness (Moses 7:18)

Shinehah-the sun (Abraham 3:13)

Kokob-star (Abr 3:13)

Olea-the moon (Abr 3:13)

Kokaubeam-stars, or all the great lights in the firmament of heaven (Abr 3:13)

Kolob-the greatest of all kokaubeam, the nearest unto God (Abr 3:13)

gnolaum-eternal (referring to beings or things, without beginning or end) (Abr 3:18)

woman-name for the second human on earth (a female), because 'she was taken out of man' (Abr 5:17)

I'm sure there are more, but these are the ones I'd marked several years back, whilst doing my dutiful daily scripture study. (Such a good little Mormon, I was!!) ;)

Theories Abound.

Johannes Petrus Ericus assumed that Adam had named each animal by a name that reproduced the sounds that each emitted; then he elaborated a rather credible phonological theory identifying classes of letters such as 'per sibilatione per dentes,'...'per contractione palati,'...'per respiratione per nares.' Ericus concluded that Adam used vowels for the names of the birds of the air, semi-vowels for the names of the beasts of the fields, and mutes for the fish. This rather elementary phonetics also enabled Ericus to deduce the seven notes of the musical scale as well as the seven letters which designate them...

The Search for the Perfect Language, Umberto Eco.

On the trail of the Language Assassins...

Someone bastardized our language.
I'm gonna find out who--and I'm gonna kick their butts...
(In a graceful, linguistic way, of course.)

And now for something completely different...

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Meaning without context

Does ANYthing have meaning without context?

Been playing with words (again) lately; laughing at misuse, colloquialisms, bad pronunciation... 

Also into graffiti (not only spray paint, but slogans, slurs, limericks in Sharpie on the underground ads). Nothing mind-bending; in fact, I'd taken a little time-off for my mind...it was refreshingly ordinary without seeming mundane. 

Singing in Hebrew for Danny tonight must've gotten my subs a-stirring... Came home, flickred for a while, ate nachos with Framboise. Had some cereal. And some Hershey's kisses. Ok: a LOT of Hershey's kisses.

But the word 'perfect' came into my head (from a previous journal entry about 'perfection' as 'ideally suited' not 'inherently flawless').  Also, then, the word 'chosen'--that some feel guilty about and try to explain away. Why do people only see this word as 'the zenith of all options' rather than 'the best option suited to a particular task'? (Think: hammer vs. screwdriver-- I 'choose' which to use based on the purpose for which it's been designed and what my current needs are, not the inherent 'betterness' of one tool over the other.)

Then I started thinking about other words--but silly things like "poncho" (as in: a raincoat/slicker or : that cop on Chips). How about 'rich'? My kids would say 100 pennies is 'rich'; I would probably say $100,000 is more like it. But Mr. Fancypants CEO might say $40 million.  "Home"--castle, hut, prefab, lean-to, teepee, tree, plantation?

Can we perceive motion without a reference object to measure it against?

Can we perceive any meaning without context? Can any word, thing, idea, image, feeling have meaning without context?